moments...

Have you ever had a moment when you're with the one person in the world you want to be with and the wind is blowing through your hair and the song that just describes your entire soul happens to come on, and then the person that you want to be with happens to love the same song and suddenly you realize you're listening to it together? And that no matter how crazy your life has gotten there's this one moment...this perfect moment...where you could just say that no matter what happens, nothing can take this moment away from me...
And then, something does.


Moments. It's amazing how one can just change things so radically.
How .... at that exact time .... could be responsible for...(speechless)...

I need one more moment now. One more chance to change direction,
to stop something bad from turning into something worse.

Ok... I think it's enough now... anyway... nobody can understand what I mean... and again... secrets...

hmm....

I've been thinking about some things, about life before 'something happened', of how I used to pray for something to happen, something to just break the routine, you know, of school...something that would make a small town feel bigger, that would make a small town girl feel bigger, too. And ever since I got my wish...I realized one thing...that the bigger your world gets, the bigger your problems get, too...

I'll never look at anything the same way again. Ever since I found out about some people, I've been thinking a lot about secrets. That for everyone who has a secret, there's someone else who needs to know what that secret is. How sometimes secrets keep people from feeling like they belong. And sometimes secrets make you feel like you do belong. And now even I, Karolina M. , the smallest of small town girls with the simplest of lives - even I have something to hide...